I set up my new blog on blogger ; http://4kidsimustbenuts.blogspot.com

Hope to see some of you over there

So my oldest who is 17 now has been having some issues. Right now the issue is people trying to and actually jumping him, a couple of times now.
They even tried to stab him but thank goodness he put his arm up and they got that instead. Here I sit worrying every time he walks out the door every time the phone ring I think it has something to do with him. I have been saying prayers back to back begging God to keep him safe.
I find myself missing the days when he was a little boy when he would argue over a ball or something and then they went their seperate ways. Things have changed in our society know to the point where people do not value life but I value his life. He is my son and even though he has his faults I would be devestating if I lost him.
What can I do as a Mom I mean these are older kids I can't just go tell their Moms on them. The police are involved and they arrested one of the kids which is a big load off my back yet the other ones are still out and I worry that they will avenge their friends loss of freedom.
I tell my son to slow down stay inside for a while but he won't listen. If anyone is reading please pray for him the more the better.

So I checked out a couple of blog sites blogger and wordpress but none can compare to simple old blogstream. The function I will miss the most is the comment section but most of all I will miss the people I interact with.

See that's what makes the stream what it is, the fellow bloggers. So many years of getting to know everyone and the enjoyment of having the privlage of sharing their deepest thoughts and life.

I guess the saying is for real you don't know what you have until it is gone.

I am just going to enjoy the last few moments I have with you all. Love ya guys.

I feel so guilty for not blogging a lot in the past few years. Always I would come back and write a little here and there but I always thought blogstream would be there.

So many people I have met through this site became great friends and family to me. I feel closer to these people than friends and family I see on a regular basis and I have never met any of you face to face even though I came to it with Big Shane and Autumn.

Thank you for helping me cope day to day, to laugh when I felt like crying for being angels.

If anyone is on facebook I am to under http://www.facebook.com/#!/angela.smithson
I all ready have a couple of you guys on there now.

If there are plans to make a change to another provider please let me know as I would love to take that "trip" with ya.

Love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Darian (17) is sick mentally and I am dyng inside trying to figure it all out. This just came out right after Christmas. He is currently in a psychiatric hospital due to running away from home twice within a weeks period and got hit by a car (no serrious injuries just bruised muscles).
I would probably receive it better if he had broken bones rather then a mental condition. They say he has anxiety and phobia.they have put him on some medicine to help with it and he should be released in the next week.