I woke up in a mood..very tired but I still wanted to get the kids out of the house...that Mom push where you really don't want to do anything but the kids need to get out so off we go.
Isaiah (4) and Cullen (9) started fighting early in the morning (Darian (13) is with Papa until tomorrow) which led me to go into my room close the door and take a short nap with Geneva (11 months).
When I woke up it was like magic..no more moody little guys so off we went. We stopped at Friendly's for lunch. Neva tore up her grilled cheese this was the first time she had it and boy did she like it. Isaiah looked like a man with fork in one hand knife in the other just waiting to cut another piece.
Then we walked around the mall for a while both boys got a little something at the toy store nothing big just a little something. Neva has 2 summer outfits now and a bathing suit. I CAN NOT believe how hard it was to find a one piece suite for her age everything was bikinis...NO NO NO not my daughter
BF watched the other kids when I came home and Isaiah and I took off grocery shopping and a side trip for garden supplies. I have not gardened since I lived in Worcester years ago but that left a bad taste in my mouth because the kids around the hood would wreck what I had created and take off down the street with my fences.
I had a ball diggin in the dirt with my kids and the little ones from downstairs. We're all excited now to see the pretty flowers pop up knowing we all had a hand in it..specialy with the little ones downstairs.
Now I have to get some sleep off to my Nana's tomorrow for an Easter egg hunt WOO HOO

I love this era of female rap where they brought respect and issues to the table instead of all this I am half nekked guess what I can to do to you (***note to Mr. Fisk I spelt naked wrong on purpose for the flavor..don't be mad)
I personaly loved Monie Love she had a song born to breed which stood for raising kids when your a teenage parent..which was something that gave me a lot of power giving birth to my first son at a young age.
Queen Latifah can still rock it but she has watered herself down a lot over the years.
Leaving me asking...where are the real female MCs at?

I was stuck this morning feeling like I should be some where but did not know where..CM told me to go but I did not know where to. Then I was in chat with Jonesy he asked if I live near the coast...that was it the BEACH!
My Mom watched my kids for me and I did some walking at the beach. I also stopped by Fort Revere which is an old civil war (I belive..one of the wars) forts.
It was peaceful and just what I needed...Thanks again Jonesy for help directing me the right way

I am convinced he's not coming back...I had a dream about the same guy for two nights and now he's gone...it's ok it was fun while it lasted.
Last night I had this dream where I was on a dating TV show where you went on a few dates with different guys to see if they liked you. I went on a few dates not much happened just sitting at a table asking questions and answering questions. The main focus of this show was the two wiener dogs...you know the long little dogs? They had two puppies and every now and then they would pan the cameras over to the wiener dogs to see what they were doing.
The weiner dogs so stole the show. At the end the weiner dogs were given to this guy who was on the show (there was a bunch of us dating) as we walked out to our cars after the show I saw him. He told me he could not have both of them and asked if I wanted one.
I for some reason wanted one. He took a minute to look at them both to see which one he wanted. One looked like a purebred the other looked like it might have been mixed with something. I wanted the mixed one but I did not speak on it. Then his decision he gave me the one I wanted woo hoo.
Now this dog was tiny he fit inside a McDonald's take out bag which I put him in. I stopped at some store and the lady got in my car and kept stepping on my bag with the weiner dog in it. I yelled at her that she was hurting my weiner...then we found out it was gone. I freaked out here weiner weiner weiner then there it was it got older all of a sudden and was not a weiner dog at all...more like a great dane.
Then I woke up. What the heck did that mean???? Someone anyone what's your take on it...I am at a loss for words. Unless it means I have become obsessed with night time weiners