The past few days have been a blur to me since I have been under the weather...the days have flown by..I can't believe tomorrow is Friday! Seems like the only thing I can recall is my nightime lover How bad is that.
Seems this fog is infectious...Darian (13) went to bed early last night as he was being bithcy and got called on it (hate those damn hormones) when he woke up around 7PM he had his headphones on and backpack walking towards the door. I asked him where he was going he said he was going to be late for the bus that it was Thrusday and he has school. Damn I had to catch myself one of those moments where I was speechless trying to get caught up with the here and now. I started to laugh telling him that it was at night he had school tomorrow......I love it.
I have eben spending the morning getting caught up on the house which looks like a bomb freakin hit it I am pacing myself because I have a habit of getting into something then over doing it...I am infamous at switching rooms around a few at a time in one day

I am feeling a little better today...I think tons of sleep helped. I went to bed last night at 6PM woke up at 11:30PM then went back to bed at 1:30AM (Thanks a lot Abby I got so excited chatting to her that I forgot what time it was)
BF stayed over her this morning in an act of kindness whcih seldom comes my way. I guess I was looking that bad. I went back to bed after taking Cullen (9) to school that was around 8AM I just woke up at 2PM. I hope I can sleep tonight.
My dreams have been off the chain. Ever have those dreams where your in a relationship with someone in your dreams...you don't know who they are but when you wake up your missing them..wishing you knew them?
Maybe I sparked these dreams because I have been thinking a lot latley about what it is I need...not a lot just the basics...affection...love...ah yeah sex The freakin guy in my dream gave me all of this but I don't know who the heck he is Just my luck. Hope he's waiting for me when I go back to bed.
It's funny too because he was so not what I would have considered 'my type' but you know what the things he did...said that was my type. As I get older the standards change big time it's not all about looks..those fade it's how the person treats you.

I am really excited today even though I am still sick as a dog. My friend from Worcester is traveling to my town today on work. We are going to have dinner together in an adult establishment no fast food a real sit down dinner. I CAN'T WAIT.
Since I moved down here we have not been as close as we were yet we still remain in contact when time allows us to. That is just one of the things that happen when your an adult in the real world with responsibilities wether it be kids...work...house all that fun stuff.
I hope she remembered after all it was HER IDEA. I am surprised she is still friends with me as I am annoying at times when I get to know someone I can be a little hyper and juvenile but in a good way. I love the whole shock factor thing...doing something out of the norm that others who have been programmed from the powers that be would be like 'what the heck'. Jenn is one of those people who will laugh at it but never be caught dead doing it so it makes for a fun equation.
I know her buttons in a good way..know how to make her laugh by making an ass out of myself and what better teachers then my kids to take lessons from. Sometimes she tells me I am just like my kids
I have been known to wear angel wings at the olive garden...making silly faces in the window while the rest of the girls are eating...performing a dance to thriller at the office halloween party. So many other great memories.
She is a true friend been there for me through thick and thin and I would hope I have done the same for her. I am very protective of my friends she can tell you. She has to pull me away from a few of her prime choices in men when they were not treating her right. I don't have to think twice to give them a piece of my mind too bad I could not be so protective of myself
I love to make Jenn laugh she has an infectious laugh that brings me joy. All though I must say I have slowed down in my old age hopefully we can enjoy each other's company tonight who knows I will have to pull something out of my hat to make her laugh.

My kids have something with the word 'fair'...it's not fair...So and so got this so I should get some too. Now I guess it would be normal that fairness come into play since I have 4 kids but I DO TRY to make things fair not to leave anyone out.
Being kids...sometimes I just can't please everyone the odds are against me there are 4 of them and only 1 Mom
I remember when I was a kid and my Mom would have some annoying catch phrases...if (insert friend's name)jumped off a bridge would you....I am not (insert friend's name) I am your (answer to well (insert friend's name 's parents let them)..and so many more. I vowed that I would never say these things to my kids.
I think I have broken that vow with everything she ever told me. At some point in one if not all of the kids' lives I have said something like that or the exact same phrase.
Now I find myself coming up with my own 'fair phrase' if (insert a sibling's name here) has AIDs would you want it? if (name) has a bucket of dog poo would you want it.
Guess I never gave my Mom too hard of a time about fairness because I was an only child I had no one to compete with or to think I was being looked over.
It's gotten so bad that these kids know not to add the word fair into the question of asking for something because it makes Mom NUTS

It started with Geneva (11 months) having some congestion...now all of us with one exception my oldest Darian (13) are SICK!!!!
I felt yucky yesterday once I calmed from all the running but thought nothing of it those of you who are parents know...it's never about YOU
This morning Cullen (9) woke up with the same symptoms so he bought himself a nice day off.
This morning I took a trip to CVS for some medicine...my goodness I had to buy Isaiah (4) something for cough as that's all he has...Cullen mucinex for kids as he is congested...Geneva something for a cough as that's all she has but she can only take infant OTC...then I got some Mucinex for myself adult of course.
The windows are open in my house trying to get some fresh air. I don't know how Darian does it but it seems like he NEVER gets sick even when the rest of us are. He should be the captain of this here ship