My pick for this week is Jagged Edge's remix to Lets Get Married. I love this song. I love this group all though I must say they could not duplicate the record this song came from.

Well our ferret has a name finally. Funny how these things just come to you. The best part is all the kids agree on it.
Her name is buckwild stemming from the last season I believe of Flavor of Love. Those of you who watched it will know what I am talking about those who don't she was a crazy a** white girl who thought she was ghetto fabulous. She was also a spaz just like the ferret.
So the new addition has a name just in time for the vets tomorrow. Hopefully the streets will be clear by then. I tried to venture out this afternoon thinking it was not too bad as the ground was just lightly covered. The streets were horrible!
I was trying to make it to my Mom's as Darian (13) wanted to spend the night. We all wanted to see her new dog she adopted yesterday. It's a 6 yearold sheep dog I guess.
I am glad my Mom got herself a new companion she has been very lonley since her boxer Madison died about a year ago. Now with Nonny's passing she has been going through a lot so hopefully this dog will keep her busy.
Evrybody stay warm and safe if you have snow where your at

I finally was able to take some pics of the new addition to the house who by the way still does not have a name It is very hard to snap a good pic of a bouncy, jumpy ferret they just do not sit still. I thought the kids were bad

Tonight I decided to spend some one on one time with my oldest Darian (13) which is hard these days as he is a teen always out and about.
We went to shopping for some shirts then ate at Wendys. It was nice to give him some special attention.
Then when we got home Cullen (9) was livid because he did not come. He guilt tripped me saying I never take him out which is not true at all for the most part he is the one that gets out the most with me one on one. Oh well I tried to explain it he will get over it can't please everyone.
Neva (10 months) and I took a nice bath together playing with the bath toys. She loves the CD my cousin burned for me from my Nonny's funeral it has a lot of nice mellow country songs. It's nice to use that CD for a positive influence on our lives.
Isaiah (4) has been so good latley I guess that is from the weather being able to be out and about latley. Plus he is in seventh heaven with his new 'friend' the ferret. They both have the same energy level which is a blast to watch.
Well Cullen has finally come out from hiding so I guess it may have sank in.

Ain't it funny how one week your world can be falling apart but then all it takes is one more week for things to feel a heck of a lot better? I am coping well with the death of my Grandmother. I am no longer sad but now I am happy for her release. Sure I will miss her physical presence but the memories and her spirit will always be here.
Today was another beautiful weather day boy does that help my mood as I have always loved playing with my kids. It gives me an excuse to be a kid again. We played with bubbles again out in the yard. geneva (10 months)laughs her butt off as she watches them fly away. She also like to go around and around and around the yard in the wagon. Gotta love little tykes brand as I have had that same wagon since Darian (13) was Neva's age. It has been used by all of my kids!
I went to Walmart today to pick out a new car seat for Neva as her infant seat is getting to be too small for her. There were so many too choose from. She loves it though. She is now facing front and it sits up high so she can actually see out the window which she loves. I have always loved that part of raising kids seeing them see their firsts of the world and how amazed they are.
I saw my old branch manager at the Walmart which sort of caught me off guard as I have not seen him since I parted ways with the company on the day of mediation. He did me dirty, I will never forget as he pretended to be my friend, pretended to agree with me that the word nigger should never been said to my son by an employee yet when it came down to it he was just like the rest of the head honchos instead of correcting the problem by educating the employees get the person who has a problem out which was me. I hated that he smiled at me like we are friends because we are not. Yet I felt comfort in reading that smile as you could tell he is ashamed at what he did just by the way he did it. He had always told me how much of a God faring person he was yet he let the corporate setting eat him alive, throwing away his own values in the process.
All though it set me off a bit I did not let it ruin my Neva's first with the car seat. I went on as business as usual. As they say recovery is the best revenge. I am free from the hustle and bustle of the insurance industry he is not. I still have my morals and values I stuck up for my child even though it meant losing my career no career is worth sending mixed messages to the ones you love the most.. your children.
Neva had a good night last night she only woke up once which was nothing compared to the last two nights when she has been up a million times it seems.
The ferret is doing great she is having a ball playing with the kids she loves them a lot. She was introduced to the cats today. My younger cat tried to chase the ferret but then the ferret ended up chasing the cat like where are you going I want to play My older cat saw the ferret and she wanted to play just the same but Biggie wasn't having it he just took off to the other room.
All in all today was a good day who knows what tomrrow will bring but I am happy with just enjoying what I had today!
Love all of you guys